You seem very sweet, and the fact that you feel so hurt is part of it. Finding "the one" is not always such an easy process, when you start looking you really don't even have an idea what you're looking for, it takes some time to meet people and build relationships that can then turn romantically fulfilling.

I am not saying to sin, but you need to put yourself out there more and meet more people. Maybe on Sunday you could just start trying different churches in the area, to honestly just find a place where you feel good worshipping the Lord. If there's a guy who's friendly and makes you want to get more involved then so be it. Don't be out there desperately search for a guy, you're young, but put yourself out there so meeting someone is at least a possibility.

Also, as you meet and casually date more guys, it will hurt less and less when things don't work out. It's not a big deal, there is still someone perfect for you out there, and that's also the person God has planned to be your partner. Have hope and feel encouraged, your journey is just beginning. This heartbreak is just the first step towards the right path!