A while ago during my first time doing shrooms I had a pretty minor "thing" happen that told me I was trans (girl me kinda just sat next to me and told me I "had her blessing"). This was still like a month or two before I seriously started considering my gender and all that, but it did get me thinking.

I haven't started transitioning yet, or even tested the waters with anything like femme clothes or make-up; that all is honestly scarier for me than exploring it by just doing more drugs (please don't do drugs, btw, just stop. put the pipe/mushroom down)

I just thought it was weird how drugs seemed less scary to me than applying eyeshadow, lol