Got divorced, lost my job, so me and my buddy got on our motorcycles and rode North to the Alaskan Arctic until the road ran out.

rough draft of another post, ignore Huh, wasn't expecting you to remember me. I'm gonna go ahead and throw some gold your way because this is all just awesome, and because I'm about to blurt out a bunch of random shit. I could use someone to talk to and you seem like a pretty down to earth and intelligent person. I started heavily smoking weed when I was 15, hit the bottom a couple years ago and was kicked out to another relatives house. Haven't made any friends since, just been smoking weed and playin video games. Been failing through school since 6th grade, just finished my first year of college with <0.5 gpa. I've been super oblivious my whole life, up until a few months ago. This is what I looked like throughout middle / high school. I put down the pipe for good a couple of days ago. I still managed to attract girls looking like that. Like 6 or 7 girls asked me out, a couple of them were hot. I didn't remember that when I posted on amiugly and blabbed about how I have such a hard time with girls. Just bizarre. I said I never had a girl, but I did go out with a couple of them. They fell apart pretty quickly so I didn't count them, I guess? Looking back there's a lot of obvious signs I missed. People asking my friends for my name, random chicks saying I look like I'm in a boy band. One of the hottest girls at my school was into me at one point, neither me or my friends could figure out why. Anyways, I got tired of my life being in the shitter a few months back. Figured I'd start bulking up, get good grades, pick up an instrument, style myself better etc etc. Improve anything I can. I couldn't help but wonder how much physical potential I had, how hot I could be at my best. I posted around the 3 rate me subs, prepared for the bad news that I'm another joe shmoe. I tallied up my attributes and concluded I could a be a overall 7 someday even if I had a 5ish face. Ah well, I'm still going to have a 9ish body someday and I'm errr.. gifted in certain places, so I already had more than most can ask for. My lucks gotta run out. I got a lot of mixed results. Some saying I look like a model, others that I look like an ugly andy samberg. As high as 9 and as low as 4.5. I had a bad feeling I was recieving feel good BS, or that my pics were unrealistically flattering. I went and took what must have been a hundred pictures of myself and almost everyone of them looked like crap. And that's the best of em. It's not terrible, but I felt pretty bad after being told that I was hot shit by like 30 online females. That photo sort of pisses me off. Nothing in that photo correlates with how I feel inside or how I want to express myself. I dunno, you probably get what I'm saying. I was leaning toward the 5's... Oh and guys consistently rate me 1-2 points lower than females for whatever reason. Well, cut forward a couple of months and I'm getting all 7's 8's and 9's. I haven't really done anything to my body aside from a haircut, and I've barely worked out... I actually had all that muscle before. At any rate, I feel like I suddenly woke up in a models body. Only thing I could ask for is more height at 5'8. Literally, there aren't any more generous traits or genetic luck I can think of. I was born with a high natural intelligence, scoring college levels in elementary, blah blah. Hardly a brag considering I wrecked that with weed. Nonetheless, the chances of getting all of this and being born into a privileged part of privileged country is scary to think of. I might have a golden ticket to that fabled %20 of dudes. I, uhh, I don't know why I'm telling you any of this. Sorry if I'm being weird or full of myself. You're the one who told me I'm hotter than Nick! So about that... wtf??? I didn't even believe people when they said I resembled him. What about this dude. If I'm a nine, what is he, a 12? There isn't enough room left on the scale! Do you think I could compare to a guy like this if I worked for that body? I feel silly just asking. One more thing, how is my body shape? I've had the belt since I was a little one so I lucked out there. How about my hip / waist size? I know it's plenty good to work with, but did I luck out with the ideal shape? Maybe that's one thing I could ask for. Well, this is the longest PM you've ever gotten, and I feel pretty silly. I'm definitely going to be working my ass off from here on out. I'm lucky enough to get so many raw assets, I'm gonna damn well make use of em.

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