No not more scary just different in the sense that it was one and one and I didn’t have control of the person immediately. You can have your opinion about my experience and I don’t feel the need to verify it with some random stranger. I do understand the skepticism with the amount of fake posts on Reddit though. Really the whole point of me including that wasn’t to make it about me or my ego, but more just to recognize how that didn’t mentally prepare me for a one on one fight with no back up as much as I thought it would. In those other situations I was either immediately in control in some capacity and had back up or had other tools at my disposal to help me. Unfortunately neither one of those things were true in this situation.