Hi!! i have no problem telling you!! well it all started when I was young, I beat as a kid. At school I was laughed at for my acne, still happens today actually, I was bullied because my father was also depressed and he made mistakes he had to be taken to a hospital for a year before he was ok to see me and my brother and last but not least when my parents devorced i never really recovered, its hard for me to trust, and people at school call me the suicidal guy and well there comes a point where you feel a huge in balance emotionally and you do not know how to deal, and it starts with small things hitting yourself against a wall, making your knuckles bleed then one day when you are shaving you accidentally cut yourself and you decide to get a knife and try see if it helps. You know its stupid but you go on for a while and notice that when you are in the process of doing it for 5 minutes you feel completely relaxed and it helps you stay alive for one more day until you realise it can only lead you down a dark path.