Guy having a bad trip is scared of his girlfriend

LSD has a habit of making you very nihilistic and have thought loops, you can sadly end up focused on one thing and constant looping back to that thought or convo, if that though isn’t a good one, then you’ll be thinking that the whole days on LSD. The bad thoughts are getting paranoid, thinking there no point to life, thinking your about to die etc etc. Shrooms on the other hand, usually make you very emotional and overall, they are very temperamental, some trips are amazing, others you can feel like shit, hear screaming babies, can only smell only piss or shit and are stuck in bad thought loops, were your thinking bad things. Also tbh they make you feel terrible, Tripping is essentially mildly poisoning yourself to see mad shit. You are unable to eat, taste properly and your stomach hurts/feels funny. Most people also end up forgetting to stay hydrated. These make you feel terrible. LSD last the whole day, until you sleep, so you just be tripping and feeling weird. Luckily shrooms last 4- 8 hours so you’ll usually feel weird at the end by can fix the lack of food and dehydration. Both also made you Overthink things to the extreme. I have luckily never had a bad trip, bar one. I was sick and chose to do LSD and shrooms. This was something I had done many times before and even when sick. This time I was so out of it, I thought I was god, I just felt like shit and didn’t know why I wasn’t dead if I felt this bad, came to the conclusion that I was a spiritual entity who could no die…… Thank god no one saw me in this state, It was horrible. A lot of my friends have had way worse trips, one had a nosebleed during one, and had a panic attack and was almost taken to hospital, Luckily, I stopped him and tried to make him feel better, He was never able to ever trip again, since every time he did, he would have a panic attack. Some of my mates have cried on acid and made another bug out due to it. One of my vegan mates, went into a supermarket on shrooms and she had a mental breakdown in the meat aisle. One of my other mates had a mental breakdown when watching 2001 space odessy and had to be taken home, he locked himself in his room, and my other mate on acid, broke his hand trying to get into the room as he was worried he was about to kill himself. Honestly I hate doing acid or shrooms with others now, doing in big groups always means one person bugs out and this leads to a bad chain reaction that ruins the whole thing. LSD and shrooms are weird ppl, do not be an idiot like me and do them at a young age, you’re missing nothing and probably won’t even remember most your trips. Please wait until your at least 21 or in a safe place, with people you know and cannot get into an iota of trouble. Also please do them rarely, like once a month is best, these things really tax the brain and body and shouldn’t be used in great amounts. Even if like me you rarely ever had bad experiences, it’s not a great idea to do them regularly as one bad thought on a trip can really change things.

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