I don't understand whats left to be said I told him I didn't want anything to do with him anymore!

At the same time, that bastard didn't get me anything for valentines day.. How are you gonna like me, and then know I like you back, and yet not get me anything on valentines day??? The day after you tell me you have feelings for me? Thats so weak.

I feel like I need to stop capitulating to him, because I do it so many times, I'm always the one caving in and accepting his way and letting him get away with so much shit and I feel like at some point I need to stop being a push over.

Even with all of this disregarded, I'm still salty as fuck and mad as hell that he got her something but not me, and I don't care if that makes me sound petty I'm pissed as hell.

I feel like I shouldn't be with him because this is literally what our relationship is like without us dating, if its this tumultuous without us dating, whats it gonna be like when we throw things like sex and deeper feelings and lots of time together into it? Sounds like the perfect formula for a shit storm with someone who obviously isn't the most compassionate or thoughtful.

I don't know what I want anymore, I'm just not sure if I want him and I don't want to talk to him without knowing exactly what I want :(