Was placed "on hold" for four years, two of them long distance. She broke up with me several times, but each time she called me back. I was so stupidly in love that I didn't notice that everyone around me were worried about my health, both physical and mental. It was all because I spent so much time worrying about our relationship. To be honest, at times I didn't even know if I was in a relationship or not. She cheated on me in the end, I burnt all bridges and memories within a week. I spent five years recovering, then the next two pretending everything was fine. I'm good now, but I have a lot of self-confidence and trust issues, even though I know I have met the woman of my dreams.