A female psychonaut would be nice. It's hard enough to find people who explore the mind and altered states in a responsible manner, and even moreso ones who are actually exploring instead of being recreational.

To me, there's nothing sexier than someone who is no longer living for some kind of classic ideal. Biological family, procreated family, economic surplus, and all those other human triggers telling us to 'secure' lineage or whatever it is we're doing all the time.

Someone who can plunge their mind into the forge of creation and come out with plenty of answers, more questions, and can still function - unshaken because they know who they are. Someone who is just as unafraid of the illusions in their mind as they are of the constant bombardment of cultural/social illusions we're subjected to from start to finish.

Gender aside. When I find these people, they always know how beautiful life is. They fear so little. And every inconvenience and challenge becomes something to navigate through, move beyond, and learn from.

Unfortunately... most people are anchored to ideas and rely on them to remain sane. And any time they run into and resist some form of change, or some surprise, or some shattered, unrealistic expectation... things just get ugly.

I enjoy helping people through stuff, but...

I feel like I'm sharing the planet with a billion children who forgot how to laugh, and just race between defeated tantrums and constant, internal disappointment.

Life is lonely, yo. Even when you're everyone/thing.