Had an Affair with recent FP

YES and the sad thing is I felt like I knew this from the start. I have a long history of attracting Narcissists. I kept blowing him off and being very candid. I think at one point he told me if he "wasn't such a confident guy I would have crushed his morale". He kept showing up though. He was randomly buying me expensive gifts (another red flag). It started to seem like maybe he didn't have an agenda, having been pushed away so many times but continuing to speak with me. Which really in hindsight was ANOTHER red flag. I keep wanting to block him but there's a part of me that just wants that closure. I want him to text me and explain why. I know these things may never come and I should move on.

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