I had panic attack in church

Haha, oh wow I'm gonna explain it better. I became really good friends with one of the missionaries and they asked me if I can help the with language because we don't speak english and I said yeah I'm more than happy to do that. Also they said I can go contacting with them which is not exciting but I can do it few times if they want me to, because it's easier since there is native with them I guess. Then after that this guy is elders quorum president and he told that missionaries will have this stand and invite "other" people to church and we will all bring them to the right path. He said that I can do that too as well. I didn't said nothing because I just can't promise anything. Oh yeah and also I would have to come to the meeting every week and go and teach other members with missionaries, I think it's called home teaching, I don't know since I'm pretty new at this. Then my branch president and mission president after some talking in their office came to us and said that I will help some people with unemployment and that I need to talk to this girl who is in charge in my country to explain this job I got so she can tell everyone and that I can be just like her in my branch. Everything I wrote happened in the matter of 5 minutes, I'm not even joking. It was al like too much and I freaked out. I told them that and I had major panic attack and they just laughed. Only this missionary could see the terror on my face and later texted me that I don't have to do all of that if I can't. Well duh of course I can't I have other things in my life other than church. And my friend was there just laughing because he also attends but that's all he does, just comes to Sunday and leaves but I have all these things and it's just driving me of the church. Oh yeah I forgot also I give lessons in Priesthood every other week. I'm never complaining but I feel like it's too much and I need to say no instead of always smiling and nodding and than I come here for help!

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