I had sex with my mom's older friend and i regret it completely!

When I was fourteen I thought I was the most grown up person in the world. I had a 21 year old boyfriend who I would have sex with. I absolutely wanted to and only my friends new. It’s only now in my 30’s I realise how wrong he was. He was an adult and although I wanted to do it he was in a position of power and must have known it was wrong where as I was young wasn’t as mature as I thought I was. When I see girls that age now and how small and young they are (I’m a youth worker) I realise there was something very wrong with the scenario.

You haven’t done anything wrong but he has. I’m now having to deal with these feelings an adult so I can’t imagine the conflict you are feeling now. I think that you should talk to someone. I’m in another country but are there no lines you can call in the first instance for some clarity.

I hope you are okay and it will be fine but you do have to deal with these feelings or they will eat you up.

/r/confession Thread