The odds, if I have any...

Let's be honest a relationship, even a friend relationship that starts like this don't have any future, even if by some miracle we were to start dating things wouldn't last long. I know that I'm not perfect nobody his, but still I would give and arm and a leg to keep her happy and for our relationship to be great, despite of everything she already has done to me... but I can't be the only to pull this wagon. Right now we are friends (at least I think so) and I already try my best to be just friends with her, but has time passes things get worst and I don't seem able to change that...

What happened last week about his brother's fiance is example of that... about this and after some cared tought, I was able to understand and explain (if there's anything to explain) why she said she didn't like when someone talked about her, and despite me knowing that she had problems with her familly that I went on and talked with her brothers fiance and told her that I knew her. I think it's because she thinks I've shared some of her life stories with her brothers fiance... I haven't shared any kind of information about her , the only thing her brothers fiance told me when I mentioned her was that she wasn't sure where the sister of her future husband was living, and I corrected her... nothing more, but I sensed that they didn't talk much (if they even talk) due to the fact that her brothers fiance didn't even know where she lived.

When I talked with her about this and told her that I've talked with her brothers fiance and that I sensed that they didn't talk much, in her mind and because of this phrase (I think) she must have tought, he went on my back and shared my life with her... I didn't talked anything about her life with her brother's fiance but she thinks that I did because of this comment, despite me telling her, that was a simple conversation... I try and try to create some logic on my mind on why this happened and I honnestelly can't... I want to talk with her to put everything on clean sheets, but I'm going to wait for her to contact me, if even she's going to contact me...