haha are you serious?
maybe stop blaming how you feel on everything and anything external and actually be accountable for the way you feel.
you're scared to be with a group of males...you go on and on about how sexist and fucked up men are and yet what does it say about you that you feel that way about men? do you think we enjoy being viewed as rapists and violent offenders on a regular daily basis. you can't go off on this huge rant against men then put that little disclaimer "nOt aLl MeN". don't blame men for being timid and scared. that's your problem..not caused by men. caused by your delusions and addiction to media. get out in the real world.
you make me sick..sexist pig