I see. Well, no one leading a happy and healthy life would make a post like this. It seems to me that you have some deeply internalized issues that’s causing you to express this kind of hatred. I know this because I used to do the same thing — I’d pick random subgroups/minority groups and treat them horribly via verbal abuse, threats, etc. I wanted to make them feel bad for being the way they are, with the intention of fueling my own superiority complex so I could taste power. On the surface it felt amazing, but deep down it only corrupts and hurts you more. It’s safe to say you’re experiencing something along those lines.

I hope you’re able to resolve your anger one day and live a truly happy life. Even if I were to be pure black, I wouldn’t hate you despite you hating me. Because I know that this isn’t who you really are. PM if you ever need to talk, I will listen without judgement