Uhm, hi. This is coming from a place of someone who is fortunate enough to have family in the iowa city area that I've been able to stay with after moving back just before covid hit. But if you really do feel this stuck , and that you'd rather end things than be in your current position. Based on your shared interest in the Harry Potter re read thread, qnd just based on me seeing someone in need of possible help, if you need any emergency help, You would be welcome, obviously after addressing things with my folks, to stay where I stay with my folks in a farmstead just outside iowa city. If it is that bad and you need help, please feel free to reach out to see of it could work for you and my folks. If it were my place I'd offer it without condition, but hopefully you understand the conditional nature of my offer ro help. Sorry if this is wierd or out of place. I just want to extend any and all help I can to those in need.