I hate my disabilities so much

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I wish I was normal.

Fuck my Disabilities.

To be honest I wish I was normal...maybe this is the reason why I’m having so much problems?

The jobs..... I cannot focus good at all. I tried to do UPS and I didn’t like it. The managers kept on telling me if I know how to read and you’re just being rude.

One manager at UPS told me make sure I do the fucking label good so I quit that job.

I was placed in the so-called special education room. It didn’t teach me about having a good social life after high school.

I want to hell (help?) I don’t have a high school diploma and I don’t know what to do to be honest.

I lost three jobs because of my ADHD and not because of that help people are treating me at my job and

My mom thinks that I’m only acting trying to get attention. I don’t understand how having ADHD..... I don’t understand what it’s like having a learning disability.

They think that I’m normal. Well, I am not normal.

I just read my childhood paperwork that it says: 1. I have OCD 2. I have ADHD 3. I was born delayed 4. I have mid Retardation 5. I have a second grade reading level (I’m using a microphone speaker phone on my iPhone at the keyboard so I can speak when I type this message.)

And maybe this is why I cannot focus good. It’s because of my disability.

I have been through a lot of pain in my life.

What makes me sad is how my dad left me when I was a kid.

Do you want to know what happened? My dad doesn't want to talk to me. He doesn’t want to reach me.

I just found out my dad has been speaking to my sister for the last five years in her life.

My parents got into divorce and this really affected me. My dad left me and he didn’t give a shit about us.

though he left me and I went through hell.... my mom is complaining to her parents that I have a lady fun he quit three jobs because he said it’s too hard for him.

(Sorry for my English.) So basically, I am jobless and all I’m doing is just sitting in my room and my job coach is ignoring my messages. I told her to talk to Walmart maybe I can work in different department.

She said do not mention woman to me anymore you are no longer employed. All of this....it’s because I didn’t respond back to my messages she tried to talk to me multiple times, but I was mad and sad because I didn’t know how to do the job. She even told me.

I struggle a lot. It’s true. I do struggle. I hate having a disability. All my life I’ve been having problems.

I was born 25 weeks. Let me just tell you it fucking sucks. It sucks that your place (is) in special-education. It sucks that I have OCD, ADHD and I was born delayed all my life.

I was having problems with his teachers and staff students and this is my sixth time.

do you think a job I quit a job at UPS because I didn’t know how to do it? and employees was treating me like not good.

Walmart has a terrible job to work for people with disabilities. I don’t care what people have to say. I didn’t try that for two weeks and I didn’t like it. Even my job coach told me I struggle so much.

I asked this piece of shit job coach, "Can you talk to the manager if they can switch department?" they said, "no." So I did struggle a lot.

Not only that, the employees at Walmart are nasty. There was this one guy he was being very racist to me. He asked me if I can wait and I said "yes." He said, "I was just making sure so everybody restaurant trash in the ground in the back because the trashcan was full."

This motherfucker got so mad at me because I was trying to trash on the ground because everyone else was doing it. He got so mad at me.

So, I told him to back off because he was in my face about it and guess what happened? a lot of managers antelope play thought this and nothing happens to him.

I did told my job Coach about the situation.She spoke to HR and HR didn’t do anything about it. He still works there until this day.

Another accident happened wheb I spoke to the employee and I asked him, "How was your weekend?" He said "all I did was partying."

A few days went by. I asked him (again) "How was your day? Did you play any video games?" He said, "Dude. Back the fuck off before I punch you in your face."

So I had enough and I just quit the job.

Not only that, the reason why I quit this job is because if the employees if they like you, they will talk to you. Walmart is a terrible place to (work at?) walk out, so I quit my job.

Coach tried to called me multiple times and I ignored her. Two weeks ago she threatened me telling me if I don’t call her back by 12 o’clock she was going to close my case.

My mom got so mad at me and now she’s complaining to her parents (about) how I (she?) have (has?) a lazy child.

I do have ADHD and it’s making me hard to focus.

I asked this piece of shit job coach, "can you talk to Walmart maybe I can work somewhere else? Maybe I can work and shoot with maybe, I can work in the closing area? maybe I could put video games where it belongs?"

she said, "nope sorry."

I asked him, "well can you see what I can do at Walmart?" she said, "You are no longer employed and I would no longer speak to Walmart about your situation."

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