I feel for you friend. I am so glad my parents are dead, because my dad likely would have fallen into this Q hole and never surfaced. My brother is Q adjacent, believes some but not all. Thankfully he and his family finally got vaccinated, at least that's what he says. He is a 'super christian' and yet sees no problem with lying about everything and anything.

You have to remember, this is just not a 'club' or even an 'organization'. It is a full blown cult that feeds on peoples mental health. Most if not all people who adhere to it's tenants are mentally ill to some extent. Most are severely so.

Make the most of your visit, and all I can encourage you to do is if it gets too rough then call it quits, say your goodbyes and return home. It's not worth YOUR mental health and physical health and in todays world that's exactly what you are putting on the line here.

We all sincerely hope the best for you.