I hate myself

I’m 19

Dude I’m off to the UK to become an engineer.

I’m crying man I feel so young to do this but I can’t stay the same way. My mother doesn’t see things this way she’s more practical. She sees me having a sad day and she thinks “NOPE UR NOT READY TO LIVE ALONE. STAY IN MY HOUSE AND GET A JOB YOU LAZY SHIT”

She doesn’t understand my psychology she doesn’t understand how i process the world on a deep level. If I met you I’d look around you on a subconscious level to see if you could be a good home on this dimension. Most people don’t have this subconscious home feeling. I’d feel you on a subconscious level.

My mother doesn’t have this. She just thinks I should work like her and to an extent she’s right but she just doesn’t feel like she’d understand

I wish I wasn’t lying to u but there’s this very subconscious dimension with people I feel

/r/Advice Thread Parent