can completely relate! try not to beat yourself up to much, we do the best we can

i just finished year 12 where i completely messed up all my exams and fell into a total wreak where i just slept all the time and felt like a total failure. my brother got an atar of 97 and is currently studying to be a doctor while im just working at maccas feeling shitty about myself and i hated everything about myself especially since my parents know im not as smart as him yet still put me down for it

it sucks they dont understand our position, but were such unique and creative people i try to look at the positive features even though its hard alot of the time