don’t mind at all! We were off and on for 8 years. It has honestly been torturous for both of us because it was one of those things where we wanted to be together so much, but knew ultimately it was never going to work out. We tried soo hard to ignore all the problems and thought we didn’t need help (we did lol). We also both felt like we had limerence for each other which was super toxic. Also not something I’ve ever had for any other person before or since, so it felt very like ocd obsessive thing we had for each other which feels also cap moony to me? It was really addictive, but also dysfunctional and depressing. I feel like we both heightened each other’s cap moon qualities A LOT. It was exhausting. I’ve truly never felt like anyone has understood my soul as much as him and he said the same, but it also made us not trust each other because neither of us were very secure deep down. I don’t think I’ve ever met someone more similar to me actually. Both extreme workaholics, both very competitive. Both hated expressing our emotions and loved ignoring them (especially with alcohol). Presented ourselves as highly functional people though! He is an Aries I’m and Aqua and we both have water risings.