During the BU: I decided not to entertain the conversation on my birthday and handle the rest the next day, especially since i share my birthday with my twin sister. But he thought that I was going to ghost him and got mad at me for not responding fast enough. The following day, the we left the conversation on different pages, and he left me on read after I spilled my heart to him. Very heartbroken I sent him more messages that he didn't reply to so I began my NC journey.

He sent this (the image above), breaking NC. I ended up replying with something short and to the point, since I had my own fear, that he mentioned he struggled with depression, and later blocked him.

Looking back, I truly regret replying back to him. It makes me upset since I basically have to start from the bottom, in my healing process.