1) I am planning to meet up with him and have made arrangements this week
2) He's offered to video chat A LOT but I always say no because like I mentioned before I'm insecure about my looks so am trying to delay the whole him seeing me... (in case he thinks I look worse than my pics)
3) He's well off, good looking in my opinion and a doctor? These are all attractive qualities in a man? Plus you somehow missed out my part 'to TOP it all off he had a personality to back it up'
4) He didn't say he'd pay for my schooling but that he'd help teach me some subjects because he used to be a tutor
5) He wants to meet my kids because he knows they're literally my whole life and if he doesn't get on with them that that's certainly a problem, plus I've kind of told him they're all huge fans of him.
6) This is the part which I'm worried about although I'll openly admit I do have issues; sometimes i'll be so afraid of help I'll distance myself from the person for weeks...it's literally one of the main reasons why my marriage ended, so I do see why he wants me to work on this.
I hope this addresses all your points