I probably would, but I love the way I look right now and I’m still on my parents healthcare and have been turning my life around and have built up my parents trust after years of it being severed. I have the drugs necessary to come off, and my current cycle will end in a month or two. I’m also seeing a girl that I am extremely into, and when you come off you go through a bit of an emotional rollercoaster and I don’t want to scare her away when my insecurities inevitably come back twice as hard during my recovery period. I’ve been to therapy before but I never feel comfortable with talking to a stranger face to face. In a way this conversation is probably doing more for me than a therapy session would as it’s anonymous and i don’t feel the need to hold anything back. Thanks for genuinely seeming to care though. It means a lot, truthfully.
Life on earth is a fucking weird thing isn’t it? Just a bunch of horny fucks that are too smart for their own good stuck on a planet together. The internet is taken for granted so much it’s kind of sad. I just had a conversation with a random person that started off about dick lengths and evolved into me telling you things that are extremely personal to me for some reason. No regrets though