My ideal job for my particular situation needs to be at a childcare facility or a gym day care. I feel alive when I'm walking or slow jogging... I miss outside. I know it sounds like I'm depressed but that doesn't mean everything I'm saying about him is wrong or skewed. He really does see me walk in front of the tv picking up something our kids spilled, he sees me take out the trash he sees me now the lawn at 30 weeks pregnant.

No I nagged, mentioned thatvit would rain , reminded him that we could just pay someone, he'd wait wait and it wouldn't get done. Then eventually since I love being outside and was starved for sunlight and excercise I told him I enjoyed doing it. Would have been nice to go outside with out mowing the front and back lawn...

Your situation sounds perfect for me I would love love to be around my kids at work for the simple fact that we haven't had the budget for child care and my husband is so lethargic I mean he works on. His knees a lot and walks miles.

I'd do anything for him and have done more than my share priming painting scraping off old lineoleum when I should have been kicking back.... all I need is his words and attention.

But I'm starting to think I'm screwed up.

I'm going to look into gym day cares I'm overweight but hey that shouldn't matter for child care.