Help pls

If you are curious about this topic one of the best sites I know of is genderdysphoria.fyi. It includes a lot of different experiences trans people might have, and talks about those experiences in a more generalized way that can make it easier to figure out what you relate to.

For me personally the exact moment I still have a hard time wrapping my head around. The best way I can describe it is that I felt strongly I was a man who just happened to have some feminine interests, and I only felt so horrible about doing those things because of internalized misogyny. Then it occurred to me that maybe the thing that felt horrible was that it stands out when men do feminine things, especially the fact that they are men, and the real thing bothering me was how much my "maleness" stood out and that everyone just thinks of me as this man doing girly things. Ah, but why would that bother me so much? Why is it so hard for me to just like the things I like? Why can't I be someone who can do that? Why am I feeling such strong feelings about this when I rarely have feelings at all? In an instant it occurred to me that I really *could* be trans, and in another it was true.

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