Damn I’m reading more and more about these things and I’m feeling more like a piece of shit. I have a horrible memory and that really hurt my relationship with my ex. I really wanted to be thoughtful and give really meaningful gifts but my memory really plays against me I wouldn’t be able to remember anything long enough, she’d get mad because I couldn’t remember the one day she works the weekends or what her favourite colour is and always things like that. I have to keep notes on everything small in my life because I can barely remember my actual friends names sometimes. I feel so bad but it led her to think I don’t care which I actually did a lot but just can’t remember shit.