Yesterday really was the lowest point of my life. If Angie wasn't sleeping in the room right next to mine, if she wasn't right there with me, I'm certain I would've done something I wouldn't live to regret.

I worked as a Plumber for a bit but working a job that I absolutely hated and required high energy/fitness along with my lack of energy and depression I ended up quitting after only several months of working. I have enough in my bank account to pay for rent for another few months but past that I don't know what I'll do.

I was delusional when I was younger and thought I could live off Minimum wage and I see now that isn't how reality works at all.

I don't know how I'll manage to get in school in the first place with my abysmal High School record let alone keep up with studying and actually graduate with a degree just yet.

Thank you so much for taking the time to talk to me and empathize with me, even if you aren't a Mom.

I'll try to provide updates every here and then. Thank you again. I feel a little inspired, moreso than I've been in a while and I want to put in effort for myself and for Angie.

Thanks again lil' sis