My ex and I broke up but we were still keeping contact since we were suppose to have a "last day" together where we spend time together for the very last time, however when it came to that day, I decided to extend it to just before new years for his own sake since I saw how sad he was so I wanted to alleviate that. In the middle of that, I found out he was sleeping with another chick. Once I found out, I confronted him about it and he denied it but eventually admitted it. However, he said he still wants me and he'll only cut her off if I want him too. I don't want him back but did he even want me in the first place? I felt like he loved me more than I loved him because I fell out of love and wanted the breakup for a while and he did do a lot of things for me. Why did he sleep with someone else so quickly and then try to get me to sleep with him too? I feel like i mentally and emotionally checked out a long time ago but for him to do this while I was there to support him hurts. This was from a 4 year on/off relationship and we were each other's first love.