Worst I’ve ever felt in my life. I found out this morning that my girlfriend of 5 years cheated on me with a doctor she works with. She’s a nurse and I supported her through school. I know this is something that everyone says: but I never ever thought she’d be capable of something like this. I was going to ask her to marry me in vegas new years. I’m ruined. I’m in pure suffering. I don’t know what to do. I’m so lost. Worst part? She gave me genital herpes and now I’ll never be able to be with anyone else. I could never do that to someone else. My life is ruined. I’ll be alone forever. Also, I can’t kill myself because I love my parents too much to do that to them. I’m in hell. I’m a good person. I don’t deserve this.