Honestly..how do I just force myself to detranstion?

I'm on antidepressants and have been since 2017. My mental health has actually made a huge improvement over the last 6 months, but unfortunately, this was a situation I saw coming when I originally left my parents place and it's just been ridiculously hard to have any stability. When they come after me constantly because of my gender, it is so easy for me to blame it for everything and try to just do away with it.

In terms of crisis intervention I actually went to the psch ward last month which got me connected to the resources I have tried, but like I said, there is no general homeless shelter here, nobody really seems to know how to help me out of this mess.

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