I think it's key to not get hung up on the LOA idea that you attract all this to you like you're a magnet and things magical appear, and rather to awaken to your creativity and the creative orientation. Leave the story of you (the "story you" that exists in your memories) behind and awaken to the present moment, your point of power.

You are a creator and always have been, though you might not be aware of it yet. Each action you make creates reality anew and changes probable futures. The real you is not separate from your personal experience (it is deeply personal). You will never find happiness if you think you are the you in your memories and wrestle with who that person is (or who you were). It's like trying to change a character in a movie. You can't.

What you can do is awaken to your creativity in the present. The creativity that has always been there and always will be. You'll see that your thoughts do influence experience (sometimes intense visualizations come to be without any creative action), and that your actions have a HUGE influence on experience.

Here you are now. The story you in your memories is not you. You are a silent observer and creator that is not separate from personal reality. Look at the details of your life. Now: Which you? Which world?

Your visions and actions will determine the answers. Mental and physical actions (this includes speech) are the only control you have. Leave the rest up to the great whatever. Some things appear as if by magic, but most requires creative action.

Keep going, fellow creator.

:)