Thought I'd had this last month, my sister introduced me to her coworker, who is cool, funny, and has a strong soul. We got along really well, and she 100% seemed into me, I made a move with no reciprocation. My sister found out later she's only into black guys.

I apologized to her for the move, she says I'm a great guy and basically blows smoke up my ass by listing my "great" qualities, then says she's not ready for love. She doesn't know I know that that reason is a lie and it'll stay that way to maintain the peace between her and my sister.

I know I'll feel better about it, I've definitely had lower moments, but for a little while it felt like I might not be alone anymore. I'm a good person, I have a good soul, but she can't see passed my skin and that hurts deeply.

Sorry for putting all this here, it's just been on my mind a lot.