I wasn't been cruel or insensitive. I was speaking truthfully. That was my a need I kept bringing up with her for months & I had it thrown back in my face saying I'm going round in circles/weekly cycles yet I only saw her 8-10 hours a week if lucky. Always fitting in her schedule. Yet for the first half of the relationship it was gold. Equal in seeing each other Lots. I'm not angry, upset even I'm speaking how I believed it was. Nothing more. She is a beautiful soul & a woman that I won't forget becasuse she had many loving traits. I've realised that she was unable to handle any disagreement when it arose & her past fears consumed her. I won't say what they were bar that she didn't deserve what had happened to her in the past. To not know what your partner is thinking & why it's extremely difficult. I knew from her body language as it was obvious for a long time when it reared it's ugly head again. Hey I said things I shouldn't have done & I acknowledge my role. It hurts immensely losing what I believed to be the love of my life. She believed it to. I'd say indiffeerence now or anger if she ever read this. Men have feelings to & go through heatbreak just as much & for just as long. I never meant to come across as insensitive or cruel & I'm a a highly sensitive, intuitive & in tune with my self says me & I have been told this by many people. I always believe the good in people, Sadly I've realised only this week I'm to forgiving & do it to easily. Why because deep down I have seen the greatness within them & it's still there. Unless they are toxic then goodbye. Without a second thought.