Mate, I really don't understand why you're directing such personal anger at me. Calm down. I didn't ask you or anyone to reimburse me, I was informed by you that you would be doing it. The only time I referenced it was the single question about whether or not I should just eat this loss and the only time I ever had any animosity towards you was when you tried to defend your fuck up by saying I should have asked you if it was okay to jump followed by you saying you weren't on comms. If you can't see the contradiction in that logic, then we're never going to agree and I don't really need that headache. I doubt you can given that you're basically saying that I should have just been an F1 pusher rather than a snowflake when you were lighting your own cynos.
I'm not psychic, I didn't know it was your cyno and after asking on comms about it, you didn't answer because you weren't online. It was 9am in the morning, I had just woke up, logged in to check fuel and capacitor levels, saw a cyno in the next system and asked in fleet and on comms if it was cool to jump to it. I searched your character on zkill/evewho while waiting for a response to confirm it was a PL cyno and not someone managing to get into the fleet through standings issues and after confirming these two things, I jumped into the system. The reason why I was cautious was because I knew an NC. archon got merced the other night as we moved through by trying to cyno onto station and I was worried that I might accidentally jump into a station cyno rather than a hostile citadel cyno.
No one said you had to sell your ratting hel, extract skills or so on but, to be honest, after seeing this display I think you were probably trying to goad pity for your situation out of me which is why I didn't push the issue that you never reimbursed me fully at all.
You created the situation and ultimately expected me and others to be able to accomodate for it. If you can't accept that and are still, to this day, angry about this then I'd prefer to just leave it here as you obviously have issues.