I think your attitude and thick head might be part of the reason you’re in the position you’re in. Do you think six figure jobs just fall out of the sky in peoples laps? I moved out at 17- moved across the country to Vancouver with a suitcase and was living in a 500sq ft apartment on a mattress on the floor. I was working 60hours a week and learning on my one day off and evenings for years until grinding began to have payoffs. If you read my post, I grew up in poverty. I’m saying if you sacrifice and be the change you want as others have mentioned, you may get what you want one day. Put this energy and time into positive things. If this means working during the day and taking courses at night so be it. I wish you the best of luck.