Tbh I searched exactly for a Post like your one to feel better, cause I'm in the Same Situation Like you.

I would ask everyone, who will read my Story, that He could Response please. It would mean me a lot, usually I never Share Personal Storys with the Internet

I'm a Student and felt in Love of a Girl, who was in my class. That was in London. I'm from Germany (at this Point sorry for my english, pls don't judge me) and usually you make an England Trip with your class, when you're in the higher class. I gifted her Something, Cause I knew she dosen't have much money, and the vibes were so good, that I wanted to do it. Her reaction was so cute that I started to Like her. I want to keep that as Short as possible so I gonna aim now on the important Part. While Chating and spending time with her (it was every time only after school), I noticed that, she was reacting to my compliments "who she should" and was grateful, memes (thank you Reddit and redditor, who May have create them <3) ,but never did Something by herself. I never got Meassages, conversations etc. from her and felt meaningless. I've Talk about that with my friend a Lot and After a half year I "gave Up" cause I thought she has a distance relationship and cause my friend, ause He meant that "she dosen't deserve you". After all that I tried to don't think about her but I struggle with this for 4 months now. I Connect a Lot with her, and every time I come in contact with it, it triggers memories, which I don't want. Also I See her in the schoo building almsot every day, even that she isn't in my class anymore. IK tha it is in 1 year over, but I want to have my Last year in my school free of Lovesickness. A Song, which described my mood very good is "Heat Waves". It gives me hope, that I'm Not Alone cause it may Talks for manny ones, who feel the same as me.