I strongly felt like he was using his job as an out. The whole time I asked him “is it ok that we are working out alone?” “Are you sure you won’t get in trouble from flirting with me?” And he reassured me that it was not an issue.

I got the sense from him that he wasn’t into me (12 hour text delays, vague answers to things, pushing physical but not interested in personal). It’s more of a gut sense.

He pinned me to the floor and started grinding up against me. It wasn’t until I asked “do you do this with other girls?” did he break out that line that it “wasn’t allowed.” Almost as if I was implying that I wanted something serious and wasn’t cool with just messing around.

I felt so stupid because I gave him so many chances to tell me about these “rules” for 5 months. I even said myself we should be barely and he negated me every time. It just seemed like I was his distracting toy while he was at work and he never had the intention of taking it further.

What did you think of the texts?