How are you really doing?

F****** **** I really really wish that I would die or that I was never borne I want to be relieved from this world now. In addition to that I know that my life is much better than a lot others and I should be thankful for what I have but it is just that I can’t. Since I was around 12 i used to wish that I was never born and that I want to die, i would pray to god everyday before I sleep that I don’t wake up and unfortunately I always woke up which is very depressing but at the same time there are a lot that am still trying to achieve but if I would ever be able to chose I think that i will choose death. On the other hand I would advise everyone to stay optimistic and that everything is going to be ok.

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