Where do I start..

I'm currently letting one of my friends stay with me in a small room that I rent in a house whilst he looks for something to rent. He's been here for 4 weeks so far. He is a really great guy, does all the dishes, contributes to rent and groceries, but I haven't had any alone time for 4 weeks; I've constantly been in 'host' mode and its getting really exhausting.

A girl I've been in love with for 3 years (and she in love with me, or so I thought) has fallen in love with someone else, after leading me on (which only touches the surface of the damage she has done to my mental and emotional health) for 6+ months. I'm so glad to be out of the toxicity of that situation, but its hard to not think about her and this other guy.

I hate my inconsistency with hobbies and interests. I started going to the gym, only to stop after 2 months. I joined a volleyball club, only to sit at home and do nothing after 3 sessions. I'm scared to start new hobbies that I think I'm interested in (like making my own music mixes, photography, building my own PC) to lose interest in it after going along with it and wasting money.

I miss home and my parents. I left my home, my dogs, my family when I was 19 to start this amazing job on the other side of the world, and only get to see them once or twice a year.

Thanks for this OP.