Are you sure life is a bad and one-sided as you see it? It's not surprising you feel terrible if you think there is an invisible gender-biased control structure affecting every aspect of your life, but is that view accurate? ... every 'man' out there had a mother, and most men think positively about women and do not feel threatened by them succeeding

Oppression and degradation by human beings of each other is nothing new and not strictly confined to one gender or at a single gender.

Female employment empowerment is the single biggest predictor of a country's economic

Bladerunner is supposed to be a dystopian reality (negative imagination of the future) ... that's part of the point of it, it's not exactly a rom-com.

You cope with any difficult thought that is crushing you by telling yourself repeatedly you 'dont know' if that thing is true and noticing the ordinary feelings in your body right now and forgetting everyting around you and everything you know, as if you were a newborn infant with no preconception of anything. It sounds like you are making yourself unwell with focusing on these things so much, I would personally stop trying to solve anything and not think about it for a while by intention to allow your brain and personality to recover for a few days till you feel better.