Pretty horrible actually. I know being honest about being gay means I will never have a chance to have children. And that is really hard to swallow. Its taking a lot out of me to be authentic. Some days everything is fine and I accept that it's good for me to be as I am. Other days I just feel like I don't count and will never be valid as a human female because I can't have offspring w another woman and being in a relationship with a chick who doesn't have a fucked up uterus is worrying me that it's gonna just make me super fucking depressed and feel like I'm nothing and she's the only real girl in the relationship. It also makes me concerned more about partners cheating on me because I can't procreate. And I'm just not having a fun time recognizing that the life I want for myself isn't an option because I'm basically broken.