How did your addiction start?

Same bro..First time took 50 mg and I just felt dizzy and somewhat good..Second time 100 mg with weed..Damn..But that night I thought I was gonna die cause suddenly I woke up with horrible cramps, continuous puking and headaches. And I swore that night to never use it. But my promises are always fake.I learn I should take what they call here 'FORMULA' ..meaning mixing it with phenergan, dxm, pregabalin etc. and smoke a cigarette then..Broo..That feeling was just euphoric.Warm body, relaxed mind and body. No problems in my mind..Listening to favourite songs. And that was the turning pt. of mine..Started taking 24/7.. Well I'll skip most part cause it's gonna be long..By then I had spent like 25k. Am a student so don't have means to working here in my country.. But I would acquire it by faking mobile banking in shops( where they were too dumb to realize I was showing them a screenshot of already paid amount) buying cigs and Tapenta. But later they were suspicious so now I had to find a new way. Then One day I stole some cash from a bag which was kept outside of laboratory. I was anxious then but I needed cash so I would go to school and bags.I didn't realize how low I had gone. then I started bunking everyday(Skipping classes, doing drugs, going to a cafe and watch videos or gaming..Those times were just euphoric. By this time I was using 1000mg+/ day!! And one days me and my parents were called to clz.I didn't know why at that time..But after we were in his office..FUCK! Cctv footage of me stealing money! It's been one month I am not allowed to go outside. Went cold Turkey for 2 weeks..Was depressing. So I found a way to sneak out and buy TAPENTADOL again..And here I am today with 2 files of tapentadol, Phenergan and pregabalin. Getting high. Tha

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