i believe i might be an intp, sorry if my english is bad i’m mexican also im 18 btw. Is being panicked of appearing awkward and appearing clueless socially at a graduation and suffering because i subjectively was feeling to be failing at that constantly for 5 hours straight normal? and being useless and awkward at dancing and crying because of all of that and feeling i was judged negatively on a social status matter. I am honestly the most handsome of my friends and I am very tall and attractive and muscular, but I just don’t have a personality that can deal with big social events, and that’s also why I believe I can’t have a girlfriend I just can’t talk to girls.i felt useless and terrified that night at one point i felt so bad i stopped trying to dance at all and stopped following my friends all over the place to not appear alone and went to cry to the restroom and when i finished i went with my parents to tell them i wanted to go home because i felt bad, when in truth i was just feeling scared and physically bad because i felt like and awkward puppet. I was angry that night angry at everyone because i subjectively saw everyone as threats even my close friends, and because i felt everyone was evil even my best friends, i was thinking differently than i usually do. Is that an inferior function grip? I was even jealous at my younger brother who i believe is an entj for being better than me socially and even making out with a girl.