I hope I do not get negatively judged, but here goes(I don't think I will be able to explain it online well).

Work is my biggest priority and has been since I graduated as with any recent graduate. It was a weird situation for me as I left my job at the end of Feb 2015. Remained volunteering with a nonprofit startup while applying for jobs until I had to leave to Egypt & Saudi Arabia for family matters in May(I did not want to go).

Then went to Germany in June, because for at-least a year my step mom and dad have been telling me to go because there is something lined up for me. Mind you I was living in Canada before all of this and working within the Greater Toronto Area(drove a lot for a fmcg company).

I was desperate to start a career and I did not mind relocating. Went to Germany and there was nothing actually lined up. Applied for jobs, but got something with my step mom/dad's friend before I traveled. I only accepted because it was supposed to be an accounting position and I absolutely did no accounting during that time. Just backroom mail work because it was a mail business, and helping the lady with her lackluster online dogshop such as finding products(import/export) for the store and distribution.

I liked the latter part because it involved finding products, getting samples, getting distribution rights and building a store. Essentially, I was there from 9 or 10 am to 8/9pm Monday to Friday. My employment papers stated that I will be working from 10 to 4pm because I was tricked into an "intern" position and including low pay of 450euro month and rent(they rented room in there upper floor).

I didn't mind having somewhat of a duel role or staying late, but when mail work task is taking over most of the time then I felt it wasn't what I signed up for. All of it wasn't what I signed up for. Then I got called lazy, unmotivated, no one likes me at work(I was fine with everyone, but I did not speak German), was told this is the reason why I do not have a job, shouting matches, nasty emails to me, unnecessary emails to my family(in turn I got nasty emails from the evil step mom). Things quieted down a bit once I started the language course. 9am-12:30pm and work from 1:30 to 8/9pm Monday to Friday. Eventually things picked up again and I decided to leave.

It sucked man/ma'am. I even enrolled teamtreehouse, bought some self help books that never arrived while I was there to atleast improve myself. Now am at the job hunt again and I left that job off. Thanks for reading and I can't believe I wasted an hour writing these bad memories.