I’m similar, I was the biggeat hopeless romantic, wanting to find and be with “The One” but nobody would ever be loyal to me. I was the clown emoji personified, being super loyal to people who weren’t without hesitating a thought. And then I realized, I was kind of constricting myself by always wanting to tie myself down to one person, and am actually attracted to multiple (well, just three lol) people. It’s better to be honest about it tbh. FP is still my fave, though, and the dream.

Kudos to those who are monogamous because that will always be a virtue in my eyes. But, personally, it never worked out for me and I just get played. Blah.