PTSD. I was kept drugged up and isolated from the world for about 15 years. It's hard to manage being around people after that. I can generally interact with the more even-keeled and emotionally mature psychonauts well enough, but most people engaged in the 'rat race' aren't easy for me to connect with. I don't have a safe place to lay my head at the end of the day, and I don't know how to find someone who will rent to me without credit or references.

A lot is lost in communicating in text, it's hard to tell if you're serious. We're both making a lot of assumptions about what we're trying to communicate.

We may very well be on the same page, but understand that the only way I see for myself to return to interacting with people is to offer my help in some way.