I see guys and there girlfriends non stop 24/7/365 all around me and I honestly just want to cry. It’s exhausting. It’s torture. I don’t get the have any of that. And they’ll never understand what it’s like. Gay men and they’re behavior and lack of values makes me want to throw up. No matter what city, no matter where. The ones that are normal are far removed from gay “culture” or the “scene” because THEY want nothing to do with them or to even be associated. I get it now. They work hard in their careers and become successful. That’s where the normal guys are at. It’s the most depressing thing about being alive it really really is.