And what he say about Guy who play 95% vidéo games get bored of it ( I don't play since year and no feel for them at all . Even flash game. Nothing. After play about everything ) even playing was quite borring in fact I played lot of games online game hook me for a while.

feel life 'borring' since 4 years I never feel it. And I m not even nerdy like. I m still see as a beautiful guy by my pair. Girls try to get me. But never interest me enough. Too much comitment for me. répétiting life boring since start. to my Mother at 5 I remember repeat pn my bed. Annoying annoying for hours until I get a GameBoy. I never feel life or people cool. I wanted dragon aventure I still want it. But now that's drug edm and druggy friend.

I like to make music but life is borring work is borring. I take few ritalin lot of weed and Can work on music that's the best I Can do. I feel like everything is 'hacked' on the root by my mind easily and so borring.

What I want us aventure but with my life or poor all I Can have is weed for feel not annoying I Can let my Real self and what he told me ' do a bit of drug and live long.

I want to be immortal though but aswell I need to change the world for make it fun. Everyone should be like on mdma ( not so harder but you see my point ) but without it.

The feeling of knowing that everything as no long term purpose is making things not really matter..