How to Stay Positive When Class Conscious?

My meds have been doing a good job of keeping me from suicidal ideation, but it's still hard for me to enjoy things. I'll occasionally dabble in escapism, but it just doesn't do much for me anymore.

I envy you and people like you. I have no friends and no one who loves me. I've tried reaching out to others and keep getting rejected, I'm starting to think there's something fundamentally wrong with me.

The only things I enjoy on a continuous basis as of now are reading and drinking. As you can imagine, the content I read just makes me more class conscious. I would join a socialist organization if I could, but I don't have a car so they might as well be across the ocean.

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